1 -I'm putting it all out on the table, all the bitterness of my life—I'm holding back nothing."
2 "Here's what I want to say: Don't, God, bring in a verdict of guilty without letting me know the charges you're bringing.
3 giving me a hard time, spurning me, a life you shaped by your very own hands, and then blessing the plots of the wicked?
4 You're not taken in by appearances, are you?
5 You have all eternity to work things out.
6 to dig up some dirt, to find some skeleton in my closet?
7 You also know no one can help me.
8 and now are you going to smash me to pieces?
9 Will you reduce me now to a mud pie?
10 semen and ovum—
11 muscle and brain!
12 You watched and guarded every breath I took.
13 I should have known that there was more to it—
14 wouldn't let me get by with a thing.
15 But if I'm innocent, it's no better—I'm still doomed. My belly is full of bitterness. I'm up to my ears in a swamp of affliction.
16 but you're too much for me, relentless, like a lion on the prowl.
17 You compound your anger and pile on the grief and pain!
18 I wish no one had ever laid eyes on me!
19 buried without ever having breathed.
20 Can't you let up, and let me smile just once
21 before I'm nailed into my coffin, sealed in the ground,
22 blind in the final dark?"
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